my friend's nan died last night. she is upset about it. my other friend (the one on weed) has supposedly ran away somewhere. i'm scared. well, wouldn't you be?

 

have been out a lot recently. i have only told one person, but 'cocaine kris' came back, and according to his ex, emma, he's after me. i changed my number ages ago so he couldn't contact me, but he knows where i live. i'm scared. i was out friday, saturday and monday (sunday it was snowing and he hates snow). friday, i was out with karl. we were having a good laugh in the rain lols. saturday, i was at football with fiona, my mate from brumby (a nearby school) and on monday i was hanging out wiv chelcie. all just to get away from kris.

 

help me. wot should i do?

hey. loads goin on lately:

 today, this total bitch called francesca told akhila and chelcie that i was talkin 2 myself. and bcoz shes more popular than me, they believed her. even when i told akhila about it the day before. so i walked off and akhila said 'bye laura' instead of going after me. what sort of friend does that? im gona hav 2 ignore her during break and lunch and sit away from chelcie in geography. i don sit next to akhila in english so its ok. am not going 2 make up with any of them coz they cant even believe their own best friend. and francesca made an imaginary friend called 'sue'. it just makes me so mad its unreal. how they could do this is beyond me. so thats that. the plans i had made with chelcie is now out of the window - and i'd just like to chuck the three of then with those plans. i cant even trust anyone anymore - and i need a fag lols.

 

thats all i have to say? would a real friend believe a popular person over their best friend - who they can trust. francesca is such a bitch, i wish someone would put her in her place - and that should be me, if no-one can stand up to her.

ok i woz grounded, but then let off three days later. i got a new ring, and sum chavvy clothes. i went to football. it woz horrid - again. i cn safely say that scunny r down bcoz of the controversial officials - i think there is a conspiracy against us surviving the championship (the league we're in).

 i sprained my ankle again last night, and i am hobbling around school like an idiot. im not going to the gym 2day anyway. ive got an excuse note 4 that.

 morten scored on sunday (this norwegian guy i think is fit - he plays for another english team called blackburn rovers). wot a goal it was and all - spectacular. and on bebo i joined the morten gamst pedersen fan club. check out ma bebo its wkd. im addicted to bebo so much. as well as zoints, obv.

 i went 2 a cuple of college days during half term - zoints was filtered.

 

 

gota go. ma pervy teacher keeps starin at me...

 

bye bye

 

lozza x x x